once your dream actually comes true

meant to post this as a blog ><
i'm sooo nervous..i have plastered myself to my seat and i'm gonna sit here until i know either way whether i've won a meet and greet!! i feel like i'm gonna have a panic attack lol sooo what does one do when their biggest and only dream does come true? whether i meet her or not it is the last and only chance i will get to see her live and that has been my only dream in 30 years...what am i gonna do afterwards? lol no idea, no other dream will be as big, just little goals...what would you guys do if your only dream came true and you wanted nothing else?